In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Aubrey Marcus, founder of Onnit, host of the Aubrey Marcus Podcast, and a leader in the human optimization movement, to revisit the year everything unraveled.

We dive into the emotional wreckage of 2018—a ruptured friendship, the sudden departure of his CFO, and the terrifying moment he was told the company he loved might not survive. Then came the car crash. A near-fatal collision that left him bloodied, broken, and on the edge of something much deeper.

Aubrey opens up about the intense physical and spiritual reckoning that followed. He shares how grief, fear, and uncertainty pushed him into the deepest corners of his psyche—and how allowing himself to fully feel was the first step toward healing.

Plus, we talk about the fight to hold on to purpose in the face of chaos, the courage to surrender, and the role of emotional release in true transformation.

Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered.

It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again.

Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole.

Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins.

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